Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe. Mark 11:24
Nothing much to say except PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't stop praying for me (and my hubby). I am struggling. I am super discouraged. And I am so so so very sad. I know that this is all to be expected but I never thought I would be "here" again. I still believe that my miracle will happen but reality sunk in this morning. I feel yucky and its emotionally draining just waiting for the baby to pass. The tears came this morning and they haven't stopped. I am fighting (like sticks) to stay above the waters...the same waters that wanted me this summer. I won't stop fighting but I know the journey that I am about to embark on and it's not an easy one. Thank you for all the encouragement and please continue to pray without ceasing.
Footprints in the Sand
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”
The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”