Ahhhhh I am so ready for my appointment tomorrow to know and see that EVERYTHING IS FINE (meaning my cervix). I know baby H is fine because he/she gives me constant reminders :) Love love love this little one so so so much already!!!
I had an awesome counseling session today. Which means I am a bit less anxious about tomorrow's appointment. My counselor reminded me that Dr. J was NOT at all concerned and that if he was he would have done something about it (immediately). I also went over everything with her and she said that if Dr. J said I was tight and closed then I could not have been dilated. She said it sounds like I maybe had a "dimpling" in my cervix which is very common in pregnancy.
As I was telling Brian about my counseling session he said...don't you remember Jelsema saying...if I flex/contract my arm muscle you see an indentation. Then he went on to say and your cervix is a muscle too and if it contracts it causes the same indentation or "dimpling." I like that description MUCH better but still praying that the "dimpling" is gone and that tomorrow my cervix is still nice and long and thick AND closed.
Brian also asked me why I said I had a small amount of dilation on yesterday's post. He said that Jelsema NEVER said the word dilation. So go figure I would jump to worst case scenario...but can you blame me?!? I kind of zone out a little when I feel like bad news is slapping me in the face. Today I am in much better spirits but praying for a more restful night of sleep since last nights sleep was HORRIBLE!!!
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